Letting Go

It’s the most difficult thing to do in life…especially letting go of people who are very much alive, and are physically present near you…Logic and reason conflict with your heart…Your heart yearns to give it one more try…Logic, reason and past experience tells you not to…Not to bang against the wall and hurt yourselves…

Then your heart reminds you of the time before the walls existed…And the denial in which you lived , even when the wall was being built right in front of your eyes…even when people close to you were being pulled to the other side…even when new characters emerged on the other side…who ensured the walls were strongly built…and you helplessly watched…or sometimes screamed out in agony…tried everything possible to convince yourself that there is no wall..you poke your finger into the wet cement…creating holes through which you could see the other side…and believed that even you belonged there…only to realize that the crafty wall excluded you…and that all too soon the walls have hardened..you can no longer even peak in...and your screams are unheard…and you realize it is too late..

They promised to be by your side no matter what…. you grew up trusting them…They taught you to walk, to jump, to run and to fly…ever since memories were made it was always us vs. the world…and then suddenly it becomes me vs. them…

She left my heart…and took my precious possessions with her…and claimed sole ownership of what we shared…And strangely enough even my precious possessions never protested…
Sometimes love is not enough…